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Confession: I want to kill myself.

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mezmeriseme:

It’s been a year since it happened. Since you decided that you didn’t want to be here anymore. A year of your family, friends, and me trying to understand why it is you did what you did. A year I’ve been trying so hard to forgive myself for letting it happen. For not being there for you. For thinking you were more of a burden than a blessing. I still hate myself for it every single day.Life just isn’t the same without your comforting words, the words that made me feel like I meant something. And the laugh that could make the most bitter man grin. You were special in so many ways. You knew how to handle people, how to talk to them, to make them have faith and hope for a better tomorrow no matter how shitty their today was. You were everyone’s sunshine. Everyone’s smile, you were my smile. And I took it for granted. I never knew how unhappy and alone you truly were. If I could go back in time and save you from yourself, I would. But I can’t. And with that, all I have to say is…
Dear Lord, please keep him safe. Please guard, love, and protect him just as you do to all of us. Give him a Heaven of piece and serenity that he couldn’t find here on Earth. Lord, protect his family on this day of great grieving for they have lost much more than I. They have lost a son, a brother, a friend, and an angel. I can feel him as he watches over all of us. And as I pray to you, not only do you hear my prayers, Lord, but so does he. If he cannot hear me now, let him know that I love him, his family, loves him, his friends love him, and most importantly you love him
Amen.
R.I.P. Alex Castillo (9/17/1993 - 8/17/2010) AIMT ♥ (Always In My Thoughts)
Dear Bloggers, the only thing I ask of you is to reblog this. Not for notes, not for “Tumblr fame”, but for my best friend my brother. He took his life a year ago, and the pain inside grows and grows as the days have passed. There’s a huge hole in my heart that can never and will never be whole. It eats away at me every day. But I need people to know that you NEVER know how unhappy someone is. You never know what people are thinking and you never know when the last time you’ll see someone will be. So please, please, when you love someone, tell them. You never know what could happen or when it will happen. Live each day as if it were your last and cherish everything you have. You all are beautiful. God bless.

- Melanie <3

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